Wednesday, August 04, 2004 @ 11:05 PM
yesterday stayed over at germz hse till this morning then go home..take things and headed to school for afternoon class again..
gonna have NRA hip hop trials after school at 6pm..when carol asked me whether i'm excited?!i dun seem to feel a thing at all than TIRED!!mayb it's due to the laCk of sleep ba~
class ended quite early today..hence,had to slack ard at canteen till 5+pm when we "drag" our way thEre..out of the sudden,i felt tensed...nervous?!i guessed so..and so,we headed into the karaoke lounge..dunno y my whole body jus felt so stiff..not flexible at all..could hardly danse well too..haiz~ results r out and i wasn't selected..so disappointed and sAd..feel like crying at that moment but i noe i can't cos there too many ppl ard...
haiz~suddenly,i feel that i'm jus an unlucky ger with no luck at all..join watever ccas also cannot get in..firstly it's ambassdor,now it's NRA..haiz~
on my way home..sis called to ask me fone my dad as she couldn't reach his line..cos he told mama that he wanna "tiao lou"..i was so SHOCK when i heaRd it..but who noes after knowing the whole story...he jus said it out of angEr!! he was simply too upset that he didn't win today's lottery..his lorry's "che pai" number came out as the first prize!!haiz~ not papa's luck i guessed..cos even my ah ma won lo..but not him.. c?!it might b due to my presence again..cos i'm suay!!hence..pass it to him also~poor papa...
felt relieved after that and on the bus, i also dunno wat happened to me..my tears flow down..........
